nana- in search... - tired

I am tired.
PHYSICALLY.
MENTALLY.
EMOTIONALLY.
i'm drained.

I was telling a colleague in the car-
I am actually exhausted.
But I saw myself pushing harder and harder
to achieve so many things
Is it pleasure that I am feeling?
or is it the "make it up" rebounce, cus I have been missing out a lot on these things for almost 6 years.
I realised i have been so out of touch when i was attached then
yes, i was loved and protected
but nutting abt my passion was fulfilled

Now when i am seeing diver
he is giving me way too much time

or is it bcause outta boredom
i am like this
is it because outta depressed/stressed
i am like this

why?
why?

just now rider text me
to say hi darling

so sweet.....

wish i could have more to that.

still waiting for God to answer my prayer

If U have got rainbow stories,
i have it too.

I was a Rainbow.