nana- in search... - Disappointment

"hope things are fine for u there. Im not sure whats actually goin on. im fine if u are not goin to keep in touch, but be clear to me. I'll apreciate that."

Text him a short note.
It been 2 hours- no reply
i just wished he could say it to me outright

he promised to call 2 days ago,
till now,
no news fr him.

i hate to be in the dark
feelin lost and with no direction

Ya Allah
Pls help me out here.
Show me the path
The path that u have laid for me
lead and guide me to the path that u have decided upon
let your choice be my choice too
I am feeling low.

at this point,
where i have made an effort
an enormous effort
to be a better person
i have to be hurt by a person that promises a glimph of hope
i just want to be happy.
and i would like to be with a person
who will make me LOVE you more when i love him