nana- in search... - Fixing a broken heart

that was my favourite song back back then

Life now is so different
solo shopping
solo cab rides
solo expeditures

Used to have my ever so faithful gf

but now i have taken a path to lead a hetero life

missed her, but i have to do this
i wanna be a het.
i wanna get married
and bear children
no matter how scary it would be.

my dilemma now,
who and when would that moment be
should i be with the rider or the diver
two really gorgeous men
i am spoilt for choices

should i leave for new zealand next year?
with the diver?
or go on my own?
i feel safe with him along
but what if i would like to settle with the rider?